To the One Who Feels Lost Today
This reflection is for the one who feels lost today, the one who looks around and sees everyone else fitting the pattern.
"Suppose one of you has a hundred sheep and loses one of them. Doesn’t he leave the ninety-nine in the open country and go after the lost sheep until he finds it?" — Luke 15:4
There is a moment in everyone’s life where you don't feel like part of the ninety-nine.
You look around, and everyone else seems to be "in the grid." They have it together. Their lives fit the pattern. They are safe, comfortable, and accounted for.
And then there is you.
The Red Scribble
When I designed the artwork for this piece, I didn't just want to show sheep. I wanted to visualize the separation.
If you look at the center of the design, there is a chaotic, red scribble. It represents the noise. The mistake. The shame. The confusion. It is the thing that stands between you and the rest of the flock.
Sometimes, we walk away on purpose. Other times, we just drift until we realize we are on the wrong side of that red line, and we don't know how to get back.
The Illogical Shepherd
The world operates on math. In business, in economics, and in society, you do not risk 99 assets to save 1. You cut your losses. You move on. The "1" is a write-off.
But the Gospel is not a business.
The beauty of this parable isn't just that the sheep was found; it's that the Shepherd left the ninety-nine to go into the chaos. He didn't wait for the sheep to fix itself. He didn't wait for the sheep to navigate the red scribble and come back to the grid.
He went out.
You Are Being Pursued
If you are reading this today and you feel isolated—if you feel like your mess is too big or you've wandered too far—know this:
You are not a write-off. You are the mission.
The Shepherd is already looking. The chaos in the middle isn't a barrier to Him; it's just the path He is willing to walk to bring you home.
"Rejoice with me; I have found my lost sheep."
